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September 23rd, 2007

Mystery's histories

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Bismillah!
I went through my previous journal and snagged all the entries of interest. These have now been retconned into this journal.

The new, old entries (calendar years 2002-2005) include entries from my *first* LJ, when I did an exercise like this in 2005! Much shorter, and I may look at that journal again to see if there's more that 2007-me would like to salvage.

2002-me wrote more elaborately, synaesthetic weavings and meanderings of a life in turmoil.

2003, 04, 05-me wrote with lots of exclamation points, alhamdulillah, and pious exclamations! I got married! I was in healing school! I was way into the walking, and still shared my heart on the internet.

I miss some of that. These last two years in grad school, away from tariqah beloveds, have not been great for my deen and my walking. The love, the intensity, the earnestness has dried up. What will I do to regain it?

Writing is projected-self, refracted-self, and I don't want to idealize the first years of my marriage over now. Sh. & I have grown together, I'm smoother, more capable; things were always broken at the Land, I was always mad at somebody for cavalier treatment of Islam in favor of some illusion, and I was just as poor then!

Where is growth, and where is stasis, and where is memory, and where is truth?

April 15th, 2007

al-Shushtari, quoted by one of my thesis commentators

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I became attentive to the speech
       And I heard from me.
All of me from all of me is unseen
       And I am free from me.
And  lifted  for  me  is  the  veil,
       And I witness that I—
Nothing remains of me but ashes.
       From myself, unseen am I.
Of presence have I found naught,
       In truth, other than Me.

March 15th, 2007

Study guide

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

This is not the final translation of the relevant hikam for my thesis; this is rough, bassed on Danner (forthcoming edition). So the word I'm looking at, "wuṣūl" (وصول) and its derivations are translated all kinds of ways below: unite, join, arrive, arrival, those united, etc.

My method today is reading the whole collection of hikam through about twice more, constantly referring back to these for correspondences, echoes, allusions and plain connections. Day before yesterday I read the book aloud (Danner's translation, my Arabic's not good enough to get through the whole thing even in a couple of days). I got into a real state with it; English can be read in a rhythmic chant very well, or at least Danner's English.

Anyone who has this mangled in their browser & is interested can request a PDF that preserves the transliteration.


shattāna bayna man yastadillu bihī • wa man yastadillu ʿalayhi • al-mustadillu bihī ʿarafa l-ḥaqqa li-ahlihī • wa-ʾathbata l-ʾamra min wujūdi ʾaṣlihī • wa-l-istidlālu ʿalayhi min ʿadami l-wuṣūli ʾilayhi • wa-ʾillā fa-matá ghāba ḥattá yustadalla ʿalayhi • wa-matá baʿuda ḥattá takūna l-ʾāthāru hiya llatī tūṣilu ʾilayhi •
29. what a difference between one who proceeds from allāh in his argumentation and one who proceedes inferentially to him. he who has him as his starting point knows al-haqq as it is and proves any matter by reference to the being of its origin. but inferential argumentation comes from the absense of union with him. otherwise when was it that he became absent that one has to proceed inferentially to him. or when was it that he became distant that the traces themselves will unite us to him.

li-yunfiq dhū saʿatin min saʿatihi l-wāṣilūna • wa-man qudira ʿalayhi rizquhu s-sāʾirūna ʾilayhi •
30. those who are united with him: 'let him who has abundance spend out of his abundance.' those who are voyaging toward him: 'and whoever has his means of subsistence straitened to him' (65:7)

ihtada r-rāḥilūna ʾilayhi bi-ʾanwāri t-tawajjuhi • wa-l-wāṣilūna lahum ʾanwāru l-muwājahati •
fa-l-ʾawwalūna li-l-ʾanwāri wa-hāʾulāʾi l-ʾanwāru lahum • li-ʾannahum li-llāhi lā li-shayʾin dūnahū • quli llāhu thuma dharhum fī khawḍihim yalʿabūna •
31. those who are voyaging to him are guided by lights of their orientation, whereas those who are united to him have the lights of facing. the former belong to their lights whereas the lights belong to the latter for they belong to allāh and not to anything apart from him. 'say allāh then leave them prattling in their vain talk.' 6:92

qaṭaʿa s-sāʾirīna lahū wa-l-wāṣilīna ʾilayhi ʿan ruʾyati ʾaʿmālihim wa-shuhūdi ʾaḥwālihim • ʾamma s-sāʾirūna fa-liʾannahum lam yataḥaqqaqŭ ṣ-ṣidqa maʿa llāhi fīhā • wa-ʾamma l-wāṣilūna fa-liʾannahū ghaybahu bi-shuhūdihi ʿanhā •
59. he prevents those who are voyaging to him from witnessing their deeds and those who are united with him from contemplating their states. he does that for the voyagers because they have not realized veracity toward allāh in those works and he does that for those united with him because he makes them absent from witness of those states by witness of him.

rubbamā fataḥa laka bāba ṭ-ṭāʿati wa-mā fataḥa laka bāba l-qabūli • wa-qaḍá ʿalayka bi-dh-dhanbi fa-kāna sababan fi l-wuṣūli •
95. sometimes he opens the door of obedience for you but not the door of acceptance. or sometimes he condemns you to sin and it turns out to be a cause of arriving at him.
law lā taṣilu ʾilayhi ʾillā baʿda fanāʾi masāwīka wa-maḥwi daʿāwīka • lam taṣil ʾilayhi ʾabdan • wa-lākin ʾidhā ʾarāda ʾan yūṣilaka ʾilayhi • ghaṭṭá waṣfaka bi-waṣfihī wa-naʿtaka bi-naʿtihī • wa-waṣalaka ʾilayhi bimā minhu ʾilayka • lā bimā minka ʾilayhi • 130. if you were to be united with him only after the extinction of your vices and the effacement of your pretensions you would never be united with him. instead when he wants to unite you to himself he covers your attribute with his attribute and hides your quality with his quality. and thus he unites you to himself by virtue of what comes from him to you not by virtue of what goes from you to him.

subḥāna man lam yajʿali d-dalīla ʿalá ʾawliyāʾihī • ʾillā min ḥaythu d-dalīlu ʿalyhi • Wa-lam yūṣil ʾilayhi • ʾillā man ʾarāda ʾan yūṣilahū ʾilayhi •
156. glory be to him who has not made any sign leading to his saints save as a sign leading to himself and who has joined no one to them except him whom allāh wants to join to himself.
wuṣūluka ʾila llāhi wuṣūluka ʾila l-ʿilmi biḥi • wa-ʾillā fa-jalla rabbuna ʾan yattaṣila biḥi shayʾun ʾaw yattaṣila bi-shayʾin • 213. your arrival with allāh is arrival through knowledge of him. otherwise our lord is beyond being reached by anything or anything reaching him.

law-lā mayādīnu n-nufūsi • mā taḥaqqaqa sayru s-sāʾirʾina • idh lā masāfata baynaka wa-baynahū ḥattā taṭwiyahā riḥlatuka • wa-lā quṭʿata baynaka wa-baynahū ḥattā tamḥuwahā wuṣlatuka •

244. were it not for the meadows of the self, the progress of the travelers could not be realized. there is no distance between you and him that could be traversed by your journey. nor is there any particle between you and him that could be effaced by your union with him.

March 12th, 2007

Dreaming of going to prison so you can do some concentrated reading?

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It was [info]anaskyfish who suggested replacing that party cliche, "What are your five desert island books/albums/etc," with something a little more believable. I know a couple of incarcerated people, and it's a whole lot more common than ending up a castaway somewhere. Therefore, the following are my Top Five Life in the Gulag books, which is about how long it would take to fully appreciate them.

  • al-Qur'an
  • Music of the Soul, from my Shaykh
  • Lata'if al-Minan, teachings & hagiographies of Abu'l-'Abbas al-Mursi and his Shaykh, Abu'l-Hasan ash-Shadhili. If there is an omnibus volume with LM & two other slim works of Ibn 'Ata'illah marked below, that would be best!
  • al-Futuhat al-Makkiyya, the Meccan Illuminations of Sidi Ibn al-'Arabi. Certainly way beyond my Arabic for years to come, but a man can dream, and practice, especially if he has:
  • Lane's Arabic-English dictionary

    Additions for a Top Ten prison list:

  • Iqaz al-Hikam, Ibn 'Ajiba's scholarly, raucous, ecstatic commentary on the Hikam
  • Path to Allah Most High, from my Shaykh. A manual on practical sainthood, in fact! Preferably if I could get it in Arabic... I need to ask the publisher about that one of these days.
  • As long as I'm thinking of asking Amina for that, I'd ask for the Arabic for Sidi's exegesis of the last 3 30ths of the Qur'an, or however much he's finished by then.
  • Sahih al-Bukhari, the most important hadith collection
  • Collected Plays of Shakespeare, something in English worth keeping next to these others.

    ***

    Ideal "Shadhili Classics Omnibus Edition," which I would like to put together myself, even if I don't go to prison.

    Pere Nwyia's critical edition of the Hikam, without the Fraunch
    Lata'if al-Minan
    Durrat al-asrar, a slightly later hagiography just on Abu'l-Hasan al-Shadhili
    Isqat at-Tadbir "Demolishing Self-Direction", an important complement to the Hikam
    Al-Qasd al-Mujarrad "The Pure Goal", on the divine nature, remembrance, and the invocation of the name 'Allah.'

    Actually, a "Shadhili Library" might be a fine project, to include the above as well as:
  • early commentary on Abu al-Hasan's litanies: Dawud al-Bakhili, the 4th Shadhili shaykh, wrote the first.
  • Hikam commentaries of Ibn 'Abbad, Zarruq, somebody else
  • Qawa'id at-Tasawwuf "Principles of Sufism" by Zarruq
  • Letters of Mawlay al-Darqawi

    sure to be more of interest
  • March 1st, 2007

    MA Comprehensive Examination: Sufism --- Yaa baby!

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    A universal trend in religion is experience and seeking after the experience of holiness, sacred otherness, transformation of the self beyond the limits of narrow social and physical roles, and bringing these goal together throughout the scope of one’s life. This body of trends and the means and ideas supporting them within the framework of a given religion may be conventionally designated ‘mysticism’. Among the world’s religions, expressions of mysticism have many commonalities, but the full form of mysticism in each religion is distinctive. In Islam, mystical experience of religion and the doctrines and institutions supporting this form came to be called tasawwuf, Sufism. In this paper I will outline the origins of the Sufi stream in Islam, it’s explication and development, and its dispersion throughout the Muslim world within the institutions of tariqa, Sufi orders or fraternities.

    Beginnings
    The term ‘Sufi’ is not recorded until the 3rd century of the Hijrah. When people so designated appeared, they were not seen by their contemporaries or by themselves as coming out of nowhere but as a facet of an aspect of the Muslim civilization dating to the very beginning.

    The Qur’an includes among its many themes and motifs innumerable descriptions of the greatness of God beyond human comprehension, for example “All things are passing away except His Face” in Surat al-Rahman and “Glorified is He beyond what they attribute to Him” in Surat al-Hashr. At the same time, the Qur’an time and again describes God in terms of closeness, reliability and support: “Call Me, I answer you” and “Wherever you turn, there is the Face of God,” both in Surat al-Baqarah.” Foundational material for the reflective Muslim therefore indicates both a range of experiences of God that the human can encounter, and a paradox of the apparentness and hiddenness of God. How can God be manifest, clear and apparent when He is hidden, subtle and not to be questioned? Furthermore, the Qur’an describes the state of the human being variously: he is forgetful, heedless and ungrateful, but also at peace, well-pleased and created in the most beautiful (ahsan) of forms. The human state in this life is tied contextually to understanding, obeying and knowing God, both in terms of a servant to a master and in terms of a student not to a teacher but to knowledge and awareness itself. These assertions are not uniformly illuminated in the foreground of the Qur’anic discourse in the manner of basic morality, personal responsibility and the necessity for prophetic guidance; therefore the explication of these paradoxes would fall to those who sought them out deliberately as a greater resolution of the detail presented within the Qur’an’s scheme.

    Beyond material implicit in the Qur’an, early Muslims had the example of the Prophet Muhammad and those of his companions who, in addition to leading lives of utmost public probity, courage, spiritual and communal leadership and endurance in the face of great hardship, engaged in acts of devotion and prayer far beyond the legal and social obligations. The Prophet fasted, spent the night in prayer, had few possessions and was so good and attentive to people that even his enemies attested to his truthfulness and character. Companions of this temperament included Salman al-Farisi, Abu Dharr and Abu and Umm al-Darda’. Thus we find that not only was a basic framework required, going far beyond this requirement has its place and, in fact, a life of this devotion is seen by its practitioners as stemming directly from the core teachings of the revelation.
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    February 27th, 2007

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    Mysticism as a universally attested element of religious behaviour and experience has much to draw on in core Islam.
    
    BACKGROUND
    Q & S/H
    	"there is the face...", "closer than his jugular...", "call on Me, I answer"
    	character of Prophet and companions
    		ascetic, devotional
    		Abu Dharr
    		Salman al-Farisi
    		Abu and Umm al-Darda'
    	"I am present with the one who thinks of Me. he who comes to me a span, I come to him acubit; cubit:2 fathoms, walking:running"
    Al-Hasan al-Basri 2/8
    	a tabi'i, fiery preacher, popular public figure of righteousness amidst Umayyad corruption
    	spoke against oppressors and rebels alike
    	actual connection to zuhhad unclear
    	claimed by sufis
    Zuhhad: ascetics
    	largely small merchants, copiests, scribes, weavers & like craftsmen, frontier warriors (controversy over this point, may be later propaganda of jihad contra Rome)
    	great concern with sin, obedience, ritual purity
    	'Abd al-Wahid ibn Zayd
    		intense awareness of limitation
    		ilm al-batin 
    		weeping, founded 'Abbadan ribat
    	Ibrahim Adham al-Balkhi
    		conversion, fled from princely life
    		fasted, ate clay when could find no clean income for food
    		attracted crowds whom he fled
    		contrition and friendship
    Rabi'a
    	2/8-9
    	long-developing mythos, miracles later transmissions
    	zuhd with intense love
    	other zuhd women, similarities with Syrian Christian women in mysticism Read more... )

    February 23rd, 2007

    Hizb ash-Shaykh

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    A litany of my master Abu'l-Hasan 'Ali al-Shadhili.

    http://ywnswsly.myweb.uga.edu/hizb-ash-shaykh.pdf

    Print out double sided; you may need to do it manually, printing odd, flipping the pages over in the printer tray, printing even, etc. Fold down the middle & staple for a handy booklet. For best results, print pages 1 & 2 on cardstock for a tougher cover.

    My journey with Islam, Sufism, and Arabic began with little books like this...

    January 15th, 2007

    My hardest paper: the sources made me drunk with light and there was so much to type...

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    This paper will examine some of the major themes recorded of the thought of Abû al-Qâsim al-Junayd and Sahl al-Tustari, two major figures in the Iraqi milieu of early Sufism. After a short introduction to al-Junayd and Sahl, their known teachers, students, and influential environments, I will proceed to a thematically organized discussion of the ideas that figure heavily in our sources on these men.

    Al-Junayd al-Baghdâdi
    Abû al-Qâsim al-Junayd b. Muhammad b. al-Junayd al-Khazzâz al-Qawârîrî (d. 298/910) is renowned as the patriarch of “sober” Sufism, the dean of the first Sufis of Baghdad and one of the central transmitters of the tarîqas’ silsila. He taught privately and circulated letters and treatises to only a few intimates; consequently, only a slim collection of writings has survived, and that apparently unknown throughout the years of classical Sufism. Al-Junayd was best known by orations and discussions with contemporaries reported in most of the key manuals and compendia, e.g., Kitâb al-luma` fî al-tasawwuf of Abû Nasr al-Sarrâj (a student of al-Junayd’s student Ja`far al-Khuldî ), Abû Tâlib al-Makkî’s Kitâb qût al-qulûb, Abû al-Qâsim al-Qushayrî’s Risâla, the Tabaqât al-sûfiyya of al-Sulamî and the Hilyat al-awliyâ’ of Abû Nu`aym al-Isfahânî.
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    Sahl al-Tustarî
    Abû Muhammad Sahl b. `Abd Allâh b. Yûnus b. `Îsá b. `Abd Allâh b. Rafî` al-Tustarî (d. 283/896) occupies another important position among the early Sufis whose teaching and writings give Islamic mysticism its scope of expression, both in formulating specific doctrines and in use of images and tropes. While not as esteemed by later Sufis as al-Junayd, Sahl’s work survives more substantially. Some of his numerous disciples (e.g., Muhammad b. Sâlim, (d. 297/909)) spent between thirty and sixty years in his company, first in his native Tustar (Shushtar), then Basra. It is through their efforts that we possess collections of Sahl’s teachings.
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    January 27th, 2005

    a maze where all surfaces are mirrored

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    bIsmillAhi

    I long for mastery. I never knew that until this afternoon.

    All my life I've yearned for things, strange things, impractical things, states of being and occupations far removed from where I stood. Often it was a way of avoiding presence, a defense for my thin-walled heart against the little challenges of my life.

    Islam entered my heart by the focus of tasawwuf, the science whose name literally means trying-to-be-sufi. What is a sufi? a master of inner and outer forms, unperturbed by events and steadfast in prayer and service. Master of prayer, invocation and purification; mastery over the self and its wiles by complete surrender in all parts of the being; this is the Confucian and the Boddhisattva in one being. Tasawwuf showed me a known path exists for the steadfast, integrating all parts of reality in a way I couldn't see in yogic and magickal disciplines.

    You do it every day. Every day. Each moment anew; each washing, prayer, unit of work, moment of time anew. Know your state. Know your self. The self and its diseases aren't like a room with some furniture in it; it's like a maze where all surfaces are mirrored. Light; reflection; distortion; occultation. Where am I?

    Mastery: a master musician, swordsman, chef, dancer, anything one pursues that imposes discipline will shape the character in a way other people remain unshaped. The master is aware by his own work of the limited nature of his skill, knowledge and ability, as in the hadith "for every knower there is one more knowlegeable".

    I *have* defects of character. This has been clear for a long time. Intention unshaped by discipline stays hollow; intention supported by a light in the heart and spirit burns like the sun, propels, protects, explicates.

    I wanted clarity, knowledge, luminosity, secrets, a view across the valley unobstructed by my village. Since childhood I knew secret things, learned oddments, understood ideas I couldn't communicate well, found solace in solitude, trees, stones, water, sunlight. I thought secrets and strangeness would perfect me; ritual, techniques, meditations. I was wrong and remain wrong, illusioned, deluded when I look to the shari`ah as ritual, form, actions. "The monk who knows he is praying is not praying."

    Subhanallah. This begins now...

    October 24th, 2004

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    This is my only shot at life. Why dawdle?
    What if i make the wrong choice?
    Well it's not like that hasn't happened before. Seek help and choose again.
    What if I get stuck in something and I hate it?
    It won't be any worse than where I've already been: high anxiety, baaad trips, indigence, the morning after, obsession with darkness and illusionary powers.
    But i'm afraid of everything it seems.
    I'm not going to Allah and I'm staying with the idols. Read the card I made every day, keep my promise to Allah before my master and our greatest beloved the Prophet: give love, peace, mercy, justice; care about my self, my body, my heart, all my life.
    But real life's not that easy; I'm just repeating formulas.
    That's because I'm just repeating formulas, not taking the jump in each moment. I don't expect Ya`qub's ladder to look like a Star Trek wormhole! O Allah let me stay with the sunnah, my tariqa, without freezing the means into idols.
    This is nonsense. Where has my fancy theosophy ever gotten me anyhow.
    Allah gave my my bride when I was at my lowest, and she loves me absolutely and challenges me every day to walk in the way of the Prophets, alayhim as-salam, and I her. I have a shaykh I love and trust completely, like nothing I ever knew was possible. My Lord has given me healings that *have* been like Star Trek special effects with real differences on my world for weeks and months afterward until the next station. THE DOOR IS OPEN.
    But but but
    I'm going to die whether I like it or not! Why not like it?

    Die before you die. Die every day, every minute, be born again, a new creation in the light and splendour of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim al-Malik al-Quddus as-Salam.

    I can do it. I wouldn't be here in this light with these beloveds and these teachings if You didn't want me to succeed!

    Allaahumma `innaa alaa dhikrika wa shukrika wa Husni `ibaadatika wa laa taj`alnaa rabbanaa mina-l-ghaafiliin! Amin!
    O Allah! help us upon Your remembrance and Your thanks and beautify Your worship and do not make us O our Lord! from among the heedless. Amin!

    And the Imam Ja`far as-Saddiq said amin means WE ARE COMING TO YOU.

    June 1st, 2004

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    Yunus' summary: classical Islamic theology has it that human beings are by default "saved" (ie we have spiritual success in this world and the next) by virtue of the pure creation, al-fitra. Punishment in the next world (Gehenna) is a result of active rejection of the pure creation. This is not contemporary white-washing or New Age nice-nice but was explicated by serious-minded medieval gentlemen from Qur'an and hadith. The value of prophetic religion and the successive renewals in the messages of the various prophets, peace be upon them, is shoring up consciousness of the fitra and emphasizing what needs to be done to not be overcome by the illusion of the dense world.

    ...Even though it conserves the Muslim scriptural assurance of the naskh [abrogation]
    of the earlier messages, this model of non-categoric supersesion may
    serve to obviate one of the hazards of supersessionist theologies
    which pluralists most frequently cite, namely the sin of arrogance.
    The Ghazalian perspective shifts much of the burden of accountability
    from the shoulders of the unreached, here generously defined, to set
    it upon the shoulders of Muslim believers, creating the humbling
    possibility that a *bien-peasant* Muslim may be passed over for falah
    in favour of his non-Muslim neighbour. Supersessionism thus has
    negative implications for dialouge only when read as a cause for
    triumpalism, rather than as a spur to the contrite awareness of a
    heavy responsibility. Triumpalism, moreover, seems scarcely feasible
    as a contempory attitude given the collapse of Islam's erstwhile
    position of global domination. Even the Dome of the Rock has become
    an ambiguous sign.'

    selected excerpts from' The Last Trump Card-Islam and the
    Supersession of Other Faiths, Tim J.Winter, studies in interreligious
    dialouge 9(1999)2

    *salvation*:
    'Verily We have a raised in every nation a messenger proclaiming,
    Serve God, and shun false gods'(16:36) and
    'there has never been a nation among whom a warner has not
    passed'(35:24)
    And a Hadith even specifies the number of God's prophets, who have
    numbered no fewer than a hundred and twenty-four thousand, from Adam
    down to and including Muhammad(Haythami).
    ' This understanding of an expansive divine strategy for human
    *salvation*, or more precisely, what the less dramatic Koranic
    soteriology, which lacks the doctrine of an original sin, understands
    as *harvesting* or *success* (falah), has obvious implications. The
    Koranic perspective, affirmed and eleborated in classical exegesis,
    appears to be that there is no scandal either of particularity or of
    multiple religions; there is, in reality, a single religion (al-din),
    of which the various present-day faiths are the remnants and
    offshoots. And because the grace mediated by the word made Book
    operates non-redemptively, and because scriptures have been *sent
    down* before, the new divine initiative is not construed as absolute
    or categoric in its displacement of what preceded, given that no new
    type of relationship between humanity and God is proposed. For Islam,
    then, pre-Koranic history is not mere pre-history. Humanity did not
    have to wait for Muhammad in order to gain the opportunity of
    complete *success*." (Winter)
    It is however 'to make of his religion as a *gaurdian* or *overseer*
    (muhaymin) over the surviving advocates of the earlier versions of
    faith.' (JB-an example they have to refer to arabic roots in order to
    understand hebraic religious texts, as the former was preserved,
    unlike its sister language- at the university of Tel Aviv in
    Palestine.)
    For example in the case of christianity:
    'Islam thus ontologically demotes Jesus to the rank and files of
    prophets, but it does not negate his messiahhood, and this may at
    first seem paradoxical. The Koran describes Jesus as God's "word"
    (kalima) (4:171)-not as uncreated logos but as the divine
    utterence "Be! and it is"(3:59). All contingent phenomena are hence
    *words* which reveal the divine immanence: "Wheresoever you turn,
    there is the Face of God" (2:110), for he is "closer to man than his
    juglar vein" (50:16). Because of the divine nearness to the creation,
    expressed in the Koran's frequent invocation of the Divine *signs* in
    nature and in its muted Fall narative, an *incarnation* is not
    necessery, and would indeed imply that there had been a hopeless
    estrangement of humankind from an utterly transcendent God, a concept
    whose foriegnness to Islam will be revealed by any survey of its
    devotional poetry. The question arises as to why the Koran and its
    bearer, who announced finality and an eschatological role for his own
    work, should have allowed messianic status, with all its culminating
    implications, to Jesus.

    The tradition clearly seeks to resolve the paradox in terms of the
    *sealing* of prohetic cycles. Jesus was Messiah because he closed the
    Jewish story. But Muhammad is the eschatological prophet (al-Aqib)(JB-
    *The Last*) and the seal of Messengers (Khatam al-mursalin)and
    because he closes a still more glorious and far wider story. Jesus is
    counterpoint to Moses, while Muhammad becomes the culmination of the
    larger tradition of which Abraham is the archetype. Hence Islam's
    central rites often combine Abrahamic and eschatological
    significance.' (Winters)
    One only need to look at the pilgrimage to Mecca , which is a
    commemoration of key Abrahamic events.'Abraham as the Koran puts it,
    was "neither a Jew nor Christian"; he was a muslim, in the sense of
    submitting to God in a primordial mode (3:67); and the retrieval of
    primordiality, which forms the coda to imminently-ending religious
    history, appears as the express purpose and temper of the Prophet's
    life.' (Winters)'The Abrahamic archetype also underpins Islam's
    understanding of its universiality, a further aspect of its
    abrogationist theology.'(Winters)
    'By linking the Semetic patrimony to that of Eygpt (JB-through
    Ishmael, patriarch of the Arabs, who was half-Eygption), Islam
    proclaims the validity of its extension and belongingness to the core
    of the Gentile world.' 'A hadith records that " while earlier
    prophets were sent only to there nations, I am sent to all
    mankind"(Bukhari)'.
    The classic Sunni reading of the revelation clearly confirms a
    supersessionist event, which proclaims the abrogation (naskh) of
    prior religion, and so, "in no way, then, does biblical Christianity
    remain a fully vaild *way of salvation* after the advent of
    the"(McAuliffe)' Holy Prophet(Allah bless all and give him peace).'
    Honestly interpreted, the texts assume that while other communities
    are to be tolerated, God's covenant is emphatically with the people
    of Islam, as upholders of the final Abrahamic(JB-or the Adamic)
    restoration.'
    ' This perception is implicit in the Muslim concept of covenant. The
    Koran, as a recent study observes, is less covenantal than is the
    Bible, probably because the Muslim scripture is " neither directed to
    nor preoccupied with a single people, but to human beings as such, so
    a historical covenant would not figure in its outworking" (Burrell
    and Malits). Nonetheless a Koranic passage (7:172) does speak of a
    primordial covenant between God and every human soul, sealed before
    the creation of the world. In Muslim reflection, Islam is not a
    compact with a particular section of humanity, but is the
    eschatological restoration of this primordial pledge, one of whose
    *signs* is the Hajj to the House which is "for all mankind" (2:125):
    When God took the Covenant, He recorded it in writing and fed it to
    the Black Stone, and this is the meaning of the saying of those who
    touch the Stone during the rounds of the Ancient House: O God! This
    is believing in You, fulfilling our pledge to You, and declaring the
    truth of Your record.(Haddad)
    By affirming the Prophet's eschatological retrieval of this first
    covenantal relationship' (Winter), it discounts the 'validity of
    later compacts between God and individual branches of the Adamic
    family.(Winter)
    [AC-The truth is that Christianity died centuries ago. First, it was
    abrogated when Islam appeared, but the Roman state had been using a
    deviant version of it to prop itself up with, and so it apparently
    had a new lease of life which continued after Islam, but that version
    was nothing to do with 'Isa, peace be upon him. We stand with all the
    Europeans who were reaching out past decadent Christianity and
    towards Islam centuries ago, such as Goethe, Nietzsche and Søren
    Kierkegaard, a believing Christian, whose last act is devoted to
    attacking the hypocrisy of the Church and of official Christianity
    and calling for a return to something close to the actual teachings
    of Isa. However, Kierkegaard was not heard. His Attack on Christendom
    is fascinating reading.]

    And so, to the fate of non-muslims in the traditional theological
    (kalam) teachings:'The theodicy of particularism is resolved by the
    view that damnation is entailed by wilful rejection, not by
    ignorance. Given its lack of a doctrine of an original sin (in the
    sense of an inherited defect of sanctifying grace), and its
    consequent assurance that, in the words of a hadith, "every child is
    born according to the primordial human disposition (fitra)"(Muslim),
    a disposition which when maintained is enough to bring success
    (Bukhari), Islam assumes all human beings as innocent until proven
    otherwise, that sanctity is our natural condition even after the
    Fall, and that heaven is hence the destination that is normative to
    post-Adamic humanity.Since Adam's penitent 'turning' was accepted
    (Koran 2:37).
    Guided by this anthropolgy, most early kalam scholars regarded the
    intellect as an autonomous source of moral knowledge, and affirmed
    the capacity of human minds to reflect upon the general revelation in
    nature so as to know God and the universals of moral law even in the
    absence of a specific revelation. Just as intution, cautious
    experimentation and observation allow us to differentiate between
    nourishing and poisonous foods even without consulting an expert, so
    too human beings may know virtue from vice without the help of
    specific revelation (Nasafi). Indeed, the Maturidis (JB note-the two
    main schools of theology in mainstream traditional Sunni Islam are
    Ash'arism and Maturidism) held that the unreached are obligated
    (mukallaf) in this respect and that God will judge them for their
    response to Him even though he has not willed that they have a
    detailed revealed law. The later Ash'ari position was more
    pessimistic. Ghazali, for instance, will not allow so weighty a duty
    to depend on the inherently unreliable and passional human mind. The
    Maturidis maintain the earlier and apparently more Koranic faith in
    the
    indicativeness of the world.' So they are to be regarded as ' "in the
    same category as the Muslims, but are excused of their ignorance of
    [Islamic] prophecy and the ruling of the Shari'a" (Baghdadi), they
    may be classed a functional religious community, for whom heaven or
    hell are meaningful futures.'
    ' The late Ash'arite commitment to a *high* view of revelation
    excluded the view that the unreached might be under an obligation to
    know God and the moral law. Nonetheless, most Ash'arites held that
    they were still able to do so. Individuals who infer the unity of God
    but are ignorant of revealed law "have the status of Muslims" and can
    achieve success in the next world. Those who die in a condition of
    unbelief (kufr) because of a failure to make this deduction may
    expect neither reward nor punishment, although God may admit them to
    Paradise "through His sheer grace, not as a reward," just as he does
    for children who die before maturity (Baghdadi).
    Although the kalam thus holds that in the absence of revelation
    theology is feasable (Ash'arism) or even required (Maturidism), God's
    servants are thereby not excused the duty of recognising the prophet
    of their time.
    His form of religion has been divinely tailored to their needs and he
    has been gifted with miracles commanding its acceptence; hence the
    evidentiary signs of Muhammad's prophecy, including the pebbles which
    sung God's praise in his hand, the splitting of the moon, and the
    water which gushed from between his fingers (Baghdadi) (JB-or the
    perpetual miracle the Qur'an). "[A]nd whoever claims that he used
    magic or trickery in producing miracles is no better than he who
    brings the same charge against Moses" (Baghdadi). However, the
    prophet of the time need only be obeyed in the case of sound
    conveyance, as the hadith cited earlier and the kalam consensus
    insist. The Ash'aris and Maturidis make it clear that those who do
    not know, through no fault of their own, are also candidates of falah.
    For Sunni theologians of either persuasion the problem nonetheless
    persists of how to define the point at which a new revealed religion
    can be said to have been communicated. Were Byzantine theologians
    guilty of a sinful rejection of God because they sincerely believed
    that Muslims worshipped a hallow copper sphere (Sahas,1995), despite
    the proximity of the Islamic lands and presence of Muslim travellers
    and merchants, as late as the twelth century Muslim catechumens in
    the Great Church had to pronounce a formula of renunciation of the
    *hollow sphere* worshipped by Muhammad, or could the Latin crusading
    elite be taken to task for refusing a religion that their Chansons de
    Geste told them was a crude polytheism (Daniels, n.d.)?Islamic
    theology never supplied a clear criterion, although a range of
    opinions was ventured. One influential view was that of Ghazali, who
    despite his Ash'arite pessimism on natural knowledge made clear his
    belief that pre-Koranic communities could still experience falah,
    even if they chose to reject Islam, when the new revelation has not
    been adequately conveyed to them.'
    ' The most prominent Muslim theologian of eighteen-century India,
    Shah Wali Allah al-Dahlawi, also taught that the inadequately reached
    may attain success. In the course of his treatment of the Koranic
    eschatological feature known as
    al-Araf (the so called 'Heights', which are often seen as a limbo
    from which souls will eventually pass into heavenly bliss) he writes,
    in the paraphrase of his biographer:
    Amoung the inmates of A'raf will be people who did not recieve the
    message of God, and also those living on the mountaintops who neither
    believed in Him nor associated with Him, and were just like animals
    who care only for the satisfaction of their natural requirements. And
    if they all recieved the message of Islam they did not derive any
    benefit from it, due to their ignorance. They had been brought up
    under circumstances which prevented them from paying any attention to
    deep thinking. They were capable only of this much knowledge: that
    Muslims are a people who eat such-and-such things and consider sus-
    and -such things to be forbidden...As these people were like
    quadrupeds and had not associated anything with God, they would not
    be blamed or taken to task [for rejecting Islam].(Jalbani, 1967,158).
    The teaching of Ghazali and Dahlawi, which is here clearly within
    the kalam tradition developed by Baghdadi and others in response to
    the Koranic revelation, unambiguously holds out the prospect of a
    *wider hope*. While the blessing of membership of the community of
    Muhammad confers maximal opportunities for sound belief and holiness
    of life, theologians may readily accept that God's grace extends
    beyond the frontiers of Islam insofar as present-day forms of pre-
    Muslim belief adhered to by communities unaware of the teachings of
    Islam authentically conserve monotheistic ideas and the principle of
    the divine justice. In the case of such communities, the concept of
    supersession appears to be a little more than theoretical. While
    theologians should study such religious forms in an attempt to
    identify genuine survivals of their founders' teachings, and may well
    conclude that some have survived more authentically than others, they
    are not in a position to assume that the existence of Islam permits
    large judgements as to the ultimate fate of their individual
    adherents. A prudent agnosticism will here seem indespensable to
    those who hold that only God knows the criterion for assessing the
    quality of a person's response to the religious options available to
    his or her cultural setting.
    As we have seen, the Koran places the final verdict in the hands of
    God, who is expected to shed light on interreligious disputes at the
    eschaton (5:48). The hadith material understands that this
    illumination will be followed by the exercise of intercession by each
    prophet for his flock, so that even where negative divine judgement
    cannot be averted on grounds of invincible ignorance, it may be
    mitigated or graciously laid asside following the eschatological
    pleading of each community's avocate. Hence Moses shall intercede for
    erring Jews, and Jesus will plead the case of Christians. Moreover
    several hadith lead the tradition to believe that the Greatest
    Intercession, which is to be exercised by the Prophet Muhammad alone,
    as Prophet of Mercy and restorer of the Great Covnent, will extend
    beyond the boundries of Muslim affiliation to allow a pleading for
    adherents of previous versions of faith (Zabidi). This is not
    understood as a postmortem evangelisation; it is simply a
    manifestation of God's mercy through the channel of the
    Prophet'(Allah bless them all and give them peace).

    From the above brief, selected excerpts(and i hope informative)
    exposition on Islamic theology, it should be clear that it 'cannot be
    labelled as' being '*inclusivist*.
    Given that Islam's assurance of multiple and equivalently saving
    interventions in history, there is no need to engage in the
    patronising exercise of regarding non-Muslims as *anonymous Muslims*,
    if we take the term *Muslim* in the denominational sense. Although
    the Prophet may ultimately bring about their salvation, their
    submission to God, to the extent that they practise it, is derived
    not onotologically, that is, *anonymously* from the person of
    Muhammad, but epistemologically, from natural theology and from
    remnant teachings handed down from the founders of their own
    religions, whose detailed instructions are abrogated or have been
    mislaid, but whose general teachings of the unity and justice of God
    may be remembered sufficiently to trigger or to reinforce the
    inference of God's existence and qualities from the natural order.
    They are not Muslims, but they are, as the theologians put it,
    adjudged to be in the same category. The kalam has hence never needed
    to develop intricate theories of prevenient grace or postmortem
    conversion. The doctrine of intercession, the Maturidite optimism
    about the powers of natural reason, and the insistence on a cyclic
    process of propositional revelation whose details are modulated in
    each prophetic episode, instead of a single personal revelation which
    tends to divide history and also geography into categorically
    different parts, render the question of the falah of the Other a
    comparitively simple one.

    Even though it conserves the Muslim scriptural assurance of the naskh
    of the earlier messages, this model of non-categoric supersesion may
    serve to obviate one of the hazards of supersessionist theologies
    which pluralists most frequently cite, namely the sin of arrogance.
    The Ghazalian perspective shifts much of the burden of accountability
    from the shoulders of the unreached, here generously defined, to set
    it upon the shoulders of Muslim believers, creating the humbling
    possibility that a *bien-peasant* Muslim may be passed over for falah
    in favour of his non-Muslim neighbour. Supersessionism thus has
    negative implications for dialouge only when read as a cause for
    triumpalism, rather than as a spur to the contrite awareness of a
    heavy responsibility. Triumpalism, moreover, seems scarcely feasible
    as a contempory attitude given the collapse of Islam's erstwhile
    position of global domination. Even the Dome of the Rock has become
    an ambiguous sign.'

    It is a mistake on the part of those who suggest that
    the 'foundational claims for the present centrality of one's own
    community in salvation history ineluctably lead believers towards
    hubris, discord and confrontation. While this appears to be the case
    with the very absolute claims for uniqueness made by many forms of
    Western Christianity, it is less unambiguously valid in the case of
    other faith communities such as Islam, where a scriptural doctrine of
    non-categoric supersession has in practise often underpinned a level
    of religious coexistence which has been sustained for centuries, and
    can today easily support a theology of an authentic esteem for the
    Other.'

    March 21st, 2004

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    Bismillah

    Shamsi & I drove down to Berkeley yesterday, two hours away, spent the afternoon with friends, & came home with about $200 of halal meat for us and our housemates.

    We met Said & Mahabba, who married last year while all of us were living at the Shadhiliyya Center, and Idris, who had lived at the Center while Shams was there but before we met. Idris' wife had to work; he's become a good friend from our connections at healing school this year (he's 3rd year; took a couple years off) but I've only met Habiba once. Lunch, then over to Said & Mahabba's sweet apartment.

    Shams remarked as we were leaving that she likes hanging out with them because any interaction between us works: we can all talk, Said & I can talk, Shams & Said, Mahabba and Shams, or Mahabba & I. Mahabba was an actor and is the only person I currently know who is interested when I say something like, "I saw Chinatown last week & realized that Who Framed Roger Rabbit is about 75% based on it!" Her beloved doesn't care about movie trivia or americana any more than does mine, so it's nice to be able to gab that stuff.

    Of the young people in the section of Sidi's american students I'm in regular contact with, Said is the only one more knowledgeable of and as interested in traditional Islam and Islamic sciences as me. There are a few others who have the desire now, but he's been Muslim & Sidi's murid for about seven years --that is, he's been with the community all throughout its journey from Alice Bailey astral energy wizardry to today!

    As he & Shams, mostly, talked about their experiences recently writing the teachings, I began to see something in profile that's been bothering me. Trying to write about it now is difficult... basically, you're ready when you're actually ready, not when you think you're ready or when you have the mental desire to do XYZ. LIke, I've always had great time writing the teachings, but it's never been a way of drinking & studying I've been able to do regularly. And I love the Wazifa but have never recited it frequently. When the places of constriction in my personality & heart are up & triggered, I easily go to shame & self-denigration for not doing all the things I'd like to. But this all a picture. You write, recite, worship, get up at 2 am & remember the Name when Allah draws you to it because of your sincere striving, not because of the striving of your superfice.

    Now of course I knew on some level that you're ready when you're ready & not before, but it sank in yesterday & touched the place that's been anxious about certain character matters, faults I've been inclined to feel bad about & hide in shame rather than going into them with the light of the Most High & offering them up in all their reality & illusion to the Lord of the Throne. Allah! There's a lot of light in my heart now after writing that last sentence :>

    February 24th, 2004

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    Bismillah

    I made this page for the Sufi Center site on the practice of writing stations.

    To take a text from a spiritual authority, read it, reflect on it and think about it is one thing. To do all that and write it out by hand is something very deep and special. A simple reason is the effort involved: you have to pay closer attention to something when you're copying it out, unless you're just copying for copying's sake, which isn't the point here. More esoteric (BTW, I kind of hate that word) explanations would include an understanding of the alphabet as a microcosm and the links in the subtle body between the hand and the heart. In Chinese medicine, for example, we find meridians running between the two. Forming out the letters of words given by a master of the inner and the manifest reveals to the heart meanings that might not be found through normal reading, going through the eye and the mind.

    Most of the time people do zawiya or retreat in our tariqa, the main thing they're engaged in is writing stations, pages and pages. I've never done zawiya, I'm sorry to say, and my writing of stations has been intermittent. It's difficult for me to maintain as a regular practice as it takes a chunk of time in a way that fard practices (the prayer particularly) do not.

    December 30th, 2003

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    From Hizb al-Shaykh, Litany of the Elder

    Bismillah ir-rahman ir-rahim

    oh allah! connect us by your greatest name
    the name by which no thing either on the earth or in the heavens is harmed
    and grant me from that name a secret accompanied neither by harm nor any wrong thing
    and make from that name an orientation that puts an end to the indigence of my heart
    and my mind and my spirit and my secret and my self and my body
    an orientation that lifts the destitution from my heart and mind and spirt and secret and self and body
    and record my names beneath your names
    and my qualities beneath your qualities
    and my actions beneath your actions
    an entry [in the scroll] of peace, abolition of blame, descent of honor and the manifestation of guidance
    perfect me by trial as you did the leaders of guidance by your words
    enrich me until you enrich others by me
    and give me life until you give life by me for whatever and whoever from your worshippers
    and make me the safeguard of the forty and from the elite of those who are aware

    ??? ??? ???????
    TA SIN - HA MIM - AYN SIN QAF

    he let loose the two seas, they meet - between them, a barrier they do not overcome

    Al-fatihah...

    PS
    The muqatta`ât or abbreviated letters are a mystery. The conservative position is that only Allah knows their meaning. By conservative we can understand both those who will reject any attempt at finding meaning and also those with the courtesy not to speak in public of things liable to raise confusion in those whose hearts aren't receptive.

    The litanies of the Sufis are full of use of the letters in a magical or invocational way, as signifiers of particular secrets. The meanings are known by ta'wil, the form of interpretion based on "going to the first", going in spirit to He who reveals the Qur'an for all time, and has placed all meanings in it. Obviously ta'wil is regarded with suspicion at best by those whose calcified notions of religion preclude anyone after Rasulullah from having direct spiritual knowledge, but for the Sufis it is the key to the Qur'an. So, some of these meanings are more openly discussed than others: for example, Ta Ha ??, the letters beginning Surah Ta Ha, are a name of the Prophet, alayhi-s-salam! and ? is said to stand for a phrase meaning something like "blessed (tuba) is he by whom we have found guidance" and ? is for al-hâdî, the guide, a quality of Allah given to the prophets and their inheritors. Surah Ta Ha is mostly the story of Moses, alayhi-s-salam, the prototypical prophet of the Qur'an.

    When I have used these litanies, the prolongation of the vowels in the muqatta`ât seems by its very corporeality to make a doorway into the higher worlds, and the lower worlds are shown as standing clearly on the divine ground, without separation. At least that's something I've gotten out of them; Allah knows best.

    As a Christian boy, I was taught the Master's prayer is prototypical and when Jesus said, "pray like this," he meant the format as well as his particular words. On that model, a 'complete' prayer begins with praises and descriptions of God's reality, moves into supplications, then concluds with glorification. This is to keep us from making prayer into affairs of "oh gimme!" only.

    I see the Fatihah as the same kind of prayer, and the important-to-Shi`ah Du`a Kumayl, and the Wazifa of Ibn Mashish, and others.

    August 3rd, 2003

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    Bismillah! Ten days, no, thirteen days away from my beloved. She is studying herbs and formulas in Florida. As we talked last night she was cooking up a stinky brew that had a dried gecko lizard as a component! "Herbs" indeed! Perforce or peradventure I'm reminded of the "material, somatic and verbal components" of Dungeons and Dragons. "To cast Lightning Bolt, you need some amber, wool, and the inflamed appendix of a Norwegian Blue Dragon!"

    Friday, insha'allah, I'm flying to Oklahoma for a Nelson/Foberg family reunion over the weekend, my mom's maternal family. Shamsi & I will miss each other in the San Fran airport by mere hours, weep weep!

    Yesterday I drove to Napa, forty winding, hilly miles distant, for the third time this week. At a Kinko's I altered my copy of Shaykh Nur ad-Din Durkee's big collection of litanies, remembrances, practices and history of the Shadhdhuliyya Way. A marevelous tome, but one so poorly bound in its first editions that pages fall out as you turn them. Now it's two spiral-bound volumes, covers laminated. I can actually use it now without holding my breath, subhanallah!

    Two quotes, one of the Shaykh's style, one of these Shadhdhuli remembrances.

    He [Sidi Shu`ayb Abu Madyan al-Ghawth, may Allah be pleased with him] had arrived at Bijaayah and was refused entry to the town. A deputation of notables came to meet with him and explained that there was no place for him in the town as Bijaayah was replete with teachers, which was indicated by offering him a bowl brim full of milk, to which his response was to draw forth from his robes a fresh flowering rose, though it was winter, and set a single pink petal afloat atop the milk. And Allah knows the Truth.

    ***

    Rest yourself from self-direction
    For what Someone Else has carried out on your behalf
    you must not yourself undertake to do.

    Your striving for what has already been guarantied to you
    and your remissness in what is demanded of you
    are signs of the blurring of your intellect.

    He who is illumined in the beginning
    is illumined at the end.

    June 23rd, 2003

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    How to share the love? How do you share the light of the prophets, of the way of unity? By holding out to your sisters and brothers the greatest courtesy, seeing them only as the face of Allah, and letting the perfume of the religion of the prophets fill their

    I promise God
    to carry His religion,
    the religion of unity,
    the religion of all the prophets;
    to be honest;
    to be sincere;
    to be one from His people;
    to walk straight for the face of Allah;
    I promise you [Sidi] to be my Father;
    to carry your message,
    the message of peace and love and mercy and justice
    until the flag of the peace flies from every home.
    I promise to walk your way
    the Sufi way,
    the Shadhuli way,
    all my life.

    inna-lladhiina yubaayi`unaka innamaa yubaayi`uuna-llaah
    Verily, those who give pledge to you, they are giving pledge to Allah
    yadu-llaahi fawqa aydiihim
    The hand of Allah is over their hands
    faman nakatha fa'innamaa yankuthu `alaa nafsihii
    Then whosoever breaks his pledge, breaks it only to his own harm
    wa-man awfaa bimaa `ahada `alayhu-llaaha fasayu'tihi ajran `adhiimaa
    and whosoever fulfils what he has covenanted with Allah, He
    will bestow on him a great reward
    amin

    Sidi gave and gave and gave. We sat and listened and asked questions and opened deeply to the love, renewing our commitments to walk straight for the face of God. The muqaddams and master teachers taught, too; one of the muqaddams, Fethi, Sidi's interpreter, said at one point, "If I were in charge, I'd say for everybody to go lie down after Sidi talks and nobody else would have a class. This is the real Sufi stuff. I've never seen Sidi transmitting this deeply in the time I've known him. What he's giving you isn't on the verbal, conceptual level, and it might take a long time for it to really come out. You've all done the work; that is to prepare you for this kind of thing." Which was a relief to the fatigue I had been feeling, trying to keep up with everything happening.

    The site was on what we call the new land, a stretch of several hundred acres of meadow & chapparal (scrubby brush). A crew of four brothers worked tirelessly for a week before school getting the site ready, draining stagnant water and clearing brush. The field was still marshy and filled with thousands of tiny frogs. When you walked through the wet areas, dozens of frogs the size of a fingertip would hop out of your way. The kids loved them, and the many dragonflies, lizards and huge crickets.

    Several couples got married. Several people got engaged. Sidi initiated many new teachers and master teachers. I was made a teacher! Everyone has permission to give of what they know, but it signifies that I have a certain reliable knowledge, God willing, and have reached a certain station in my heart. I now have permission to lead dhikrs and a duty to give what I know and what i have in my heart to anyone who needs it and asks. Alhamdulillah.

    Lots more. Time for asr prayer now.

    May 22nd, 2003

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    Bismillah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim!

    Shaykh Fethi Benhalim is at the Land for a day or two. He claims all Arabic nouns derive from verbs as crystalizations of actions. Examples he gives include the words for house, sakan and manzil: sakan from sakana, he is at rest, cf. Hebrew Shechina, Qur'anic Sakina. A house as sakan is where you take your rest. Manzil from nazala, he came down. You're traveling on your horse or whatever animal or vehicle and where do you get down? A house.

    This hits me in two ways. First as fascinating, plausible and totally worthy of study as a contemplative device. Secondly that folk etymology is almost always wrong from a western scholarly standpoint and that you can wring a chuckle out of such derivations but it probably won't hold up under systematic study. Alas for the automatic distancing entrained upon my generation!

    I asked him from what verb we derive al-Insan, the human being. He thought and said either 'he forgot' or 'he socialized' (I don't remember the actual words). Ha!

    Also, I asked him about the difference between the two words for human, al-bashar and al-insan, saying I'd an idea bashar is a human with reference to the animal nature --eating, sleeping, and defecating-- and insan is a human with reference to Adam as the viceregent of God. He said that's correct and that in speech one uses insan for criticizing someone --is this how al-insan behaves?-- reminding them of the divine breath in their clay, and one uses bashar as an excuse for your own actions! "I'm only human!" = "I'm made of clay."
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